今日のCO*DE

 

Updating again, isn't it strange? LOL

Anywayyyy I'm back with a quick post cuz I just wanted to show two new coords!

Puri after so much time!!!

 Top: MA*RS - Skirt: Ank Rouge - Bag: Liz Lisa - Boots, acce: Thrifted

I love this skirt so much ;; and it's actually a short~

Dress, headbow, watch: MA*RS - Bag: Pinky Girls - Shoes: Yumetenbo - Necklace: handmade

As always, I'm a shapeshifter w

Quick post is over, Natsu out 🫡

 

Yours, Natsumin~

Liz Lisa 2011 Spring Collection: French Bohemian!

  

 Finally an update lol sorry for the hiatus but I'm concrunching again XD Next month I'll go to Rimini for one of the biggest italian conventions and I'm making two cosplays 8D so I've got lots to work w

Anyway I'm back again with a new catalogue to post!

Another one from 2011 collections

 This time it's spring collection! It's already late since summer is here but I think it can still be useful!

I hope you enjoy

 That's it! What do you think? What's your favorite piece?? I'm absolutely in love with their maxi dresses but also the white lace tunics are amazing!

Lmk in a comment 

 

Yours, Natsumin~

Mother’s Day 💝 and some thoughts

I disappeared again 8D sorry

At least I'm updating here cuz I kinda abandoned my IG&FB w (Twitter is long gone since I lost my account access with my old phone and their assistance won't help me, rip)

It's not like I have so much to say

...anyway

This Sunday was 's Day! I went to see my parents

I bought desserts for my mom (along with a present but I didn't take a pic :') it was a flowery mug filled with chocos w) and we went to the flea market, then we watched a movie :D it was a fun sunday

My co*de:

Top: Shibuya 109 Aliexpress Shop (Liz Lisa replica) - Shorts: Tiffoni - Boots: Alcott - Bag: Liz Lisa

Ugg boots are super trendy this spring but it's already so hot here x_x I already need to find other shoes sob

The pastries I bought for my mom :D they were delicious ;w;

I'm super happy she liked my gift and the pastries (especially the pastries, I bought only her favorites wwwwww), she deserves the best

 

And this is what I got at the flea market XD

GAP preppy cardigan, too bad it's already too hot for it ;;

 

Tsuyome? dress, but I kinda changed my mind and I'm thinking about selling it w

 

Benetton barbie pink top, it's 100% cotton! Perfect for s/s :D

 

Bershka dress that reminded me of Lip Service

 

GUESS tshirt

 

GAS hot pink pants!!! With strass brand tag *0* it lost a bit of strass already but I'll try to replace them ><

And a dress I picked up from the post office :D

LD Prime mint tartan maxi dress! Actually it's a bit mid-calf lenght but since I'm short it reaches a bit above the ankles wwwww

THE TARTAN IS SPARKLY!!! T____T it's so pretty I love it

Now I just need a small frill denim vest, a loose knit tan top and I'm READY 8D

It kinda makes me laugh that I wrote "I'm ready" when I'm actually thinking about quitting gyaru w

Well I'm kinda thinking about quitting just gyaru makeup/hairstyling tbh, gal fashion is still the only fashion I like so I'm still buying clothes w

It's just that... this year I'll be 34 ^^"

Gyaru fashion is a fashion made for teenagers and young women, that's why it's so flashy and quirky

And it looks amazing on EVERY single girl I saw

but on me... lol. Just lol. It doesn't matter how many filters I use I KNOW I'm old and ugly XD

Especially when doing Ranzuki style... I feel kinda stupid lol

Heavy makeup also doesn't look good anymore on me, and my hair can't take all this stress anymore, it doesn't matter if I use heatless curling methods, it keeps snapping and breaking. I need to cut it absolutely but I should dye it too and I'm scared of the damage at this point...

Also my skin can't take it anymore, wearing foundation and makeup everyday hurts my skin and it shows (with breakouts, irritations, stains and all that stuff), the more makeup I wear the older I look

But how can I call myself gyaru if I don't do my hair and my makeup?

How can I call myself gyaru if I can't do anymore what really makes a gyaru?

I don't wanna be one of those people who just buy a ton of brand stuff and calls themselves "gyaru" wearing plain makeup and hair

Gyaru fashion is a piece of my personality. It's my taste. My thoughts. 

But maybe it's time to say goodbye?

I have to think about this (especially cuz I don't want to sell my stuff, last time I tried to quit gal in 2018 I went into a BIG depression phase cuz I didn't feel like myself without gal w and I don't wanna experience that again w) but yeah this is why I'm not into social networks anymore w

Also not having a "funny" life doesn't help me w (cuz as you may have noticed, I mostly just work. I only go out on weekends and I'm just doing normal stuff like shopping, dinner or coffee with friends. Why should you be interested in this? XD What's the point of sharing my life if my life is THIS boring?)

I just don't know XD

But meanwhile I'm thinking all of this I've got a notification from my ss that I just won... those?

I'm after that zebra bag since 2016 8D 

And the hoodie is from Sakurina's own brand T______T

WHY I'M GETTING SAINT GRAALS ITEMS ONLY NOW????

Where was all this luck when I was younger???? ç____ç

So yeah, all this rant about quitting while I'm still buying stuff lol (well I can always use them as room decor but yeah it's incoherent w)

Well, it's my blog, I guess I can rant about whatever I want w

I hope next post will be more interesting w

Yours, Natsumin~