Mother’s Day 💝 and some thoughts

I disappeared again 8D sorry

At least I'm updating here cuz I kinda abandoned my IG&FB w (Twitter is long gone since I lost my account access with my old phone and their assistance won't help me, rip)

It's not like I have so much to say

...anyway

This Sunday was 's Day! I went to see my parents

I bought desserts for my mom (along with a present but I didn't take a pic :') it was a flowery mug filled with chocos w) and we went to the flea market, then we watched a movie :D it was a fun sunday

My co*de:

Top: Shibuya 109 Aliexpress Shop (Liz Lisa replica) - Shorts: Tiffoni - Boots: Alcott - Bag: Liz Lisa

Ugg boots are super trendy this spring but it's already so hot here x_x I already need to find other shoes sob

The pastries I bought for my mom :D they were delicious ;w;

I'm super happy she liked my gift and the pastries (especially the pastries, I bought only her favorites wwwwww), she deserves the best

 

And this is what I got at the flea market XD

GAP preppy cardigan, too bad it's already too hot for it ;;

 

Tsuyome? dress, but I kinda changed my mind and I'm thinking about selling it w

 

Benetton barbie pink top, it's 100% cotton! Perfect for s/s :D

 

Bershka dress that reminded me of Lip Service

 

GUESS tshirt

 

GAS hot pink pants!!! With strass brand tag *0* it lost a bit of strass already but I'll try to replace them ><

And a dress I picked up from the post office :D

LD Prime mint tartan maxi dress! Actually it's a bit mid-calf lenght but since I'm short it reaches a bit above the ankles wwwww

THE TARTAN IS SPARKLY!!! T____T it's so pretty I love it

Now I just need a small frill denim vest, a loose knit tan top and I'm READY 8D

It kinda makes me laugh that I wrote "I'm ready" when I'm actually thinking about quitting gyaru w

Well I'm kinda thinking about quitting just gyaru makeup/hairstyling tbh, gal fashion is still the only fashion I like so I'm still buying clothes w

It's just that... this year I'll be 34 ^^"

Gyaru fashion is a fashion made for teenagers and young women, that's why it's so flashy and quirky

And it looks amazing on EVERY single girl I saw

but on me... lol. Just lol. It doesn't matter how many filters I use I KNOW I'm old and ugly XD

Especially when doing Ranzuki style... I feel kinda stupid lol

Heavy makeup also doesn't look good anymore on me, and my hair can't take all this stress anymore, it doesn't matter if I use heatless curling methods, it keeps snapping and breaking. I need to cut it absolutely but I should dye it too and I'm scared of the damage at this point...

Also my skin can't take it anymore, wearing foundation and makeup everyday hurts my skin and it shows (with breakouts, irritations, stains and all that stuff), the more makeup I wear the older I look

But how can I call myself gyaru if I don't do my hair and my makeup?

How can I call myself gyaru if I can't do anymore what really makes a gyaru?

I don't wanna be one of those people who just buy a ton of brand stuff and calls themselves "gyaru" wearing plain makeup and hair

Gyaru fashion is a piece of my personality. It's my taste. My thoughts. 

But maybe it's time to say goodbye?

I have to think about this (especially cuz I don't want to sell my stuff, last time I tried to quit gal in 2018 I went into a BIG depression phase cuz I didn't feel like myself without gal w and I don't wanna experience that again w) but yeah this is why I'm not into social networks anymore w

Also not having a "funny" life doesn't help me w (cuz as you may have noticed, I mostly just work. I only go out on weekends and I'm just doing normal stuff like shopping, dinner or coffee with friends. Why should you be interested in this? XD What's the point of sharing my life if my life is THIS boring?)

I just don't know XD

But meanwhile I'm thinking all of this I've got a notification from my ss that I just won... those?

I'm after that zebra bag since 2016 8D 

And the hoodie is from Sakurina's own brand T______T

WHY I'M GETTING SAINT GRAALS ITEMS ONLY NOW????

Where was all this luck when I was younger???? ç____ç

So yeah, all this rant about quitting while I'm still buying stuff lol (well I can always use them as room decor but yeah it's incoherent w)

Well, it's my blog, I guess I can rant about whatever I want w

I hope next post will be more interesting w

Yours, Natsumin~

Hanami in Rome + Some GETS

How are you? Yesterday was Italy Independence Day so I had a free day but it rained lol so I just slept, cleaned my house and transferred my Rome pics from my phone to my pc w

So today's post is about my last trip to Rome

This post won't have co*des pics and as you can see my meiku was super simple... cuz I left in a rush and I forgot at home one of my bags... which contained guess what... my false lashes, my acce and some of my clothes :') so I dressed like a hobo all three days I stayed at my bff place lol 

(did I already mentioned this April is really taking a toll on me? XD)

But we went to Hanami so it was still kinda worthy to make a post about it XD

but it's mostly food p0rn so... you're warned XD

So I arrived on Friday evening and my bff took me out for dinner *0* we went to this winery and GOD THE FOOD WAS HEAVENLY

Beef tartare! One with dried tomatoes, cheese and nuts, another with raw egg and mustard and last one with burrata, mint and orange :Q____

Pollo alla cacciatora (Chicken with olives)

My pasta XD with mushrooms and sausage

 

The day after (Saturday) we were supposed to go at Hanami, but it rained (AGAIN) the whole day ;_;

So when the rain stopped my bestie took me at her local flea market for my fav activity: treasure hunting XD

THOSE HEELS!! But too tall for me T___T

So many perfumes for cheap!!

The one on the left reminded me of Cocolulu lol

LOL Super Mario fabric

This dress ;___; but I left it cuz the decoration was broken sob

After the market it started to rain again WHY XD so we went back home and chilled until dinner time

Then we went to get ramen at Mana Ramen!

 

Super cool graffiti on the wall

We ate a lot for less than 30€ each! I got gyozas, curry rice and yakitori nom nom nom

My friends had takoyaki too

And their ramen! The Shoyu one was served with corn and butter :Q_

And the Spicy one had grinded spicy meat :Q_

My curry, it was vegetarian cuz they don't make it with chicken but I didn't know it XD

So I got yakitori after it w

After dinner we went to drink & get dessert w

 

On Sunday it was finally sunny but in the afternoon I had to leave XD so we did a quick picnic for lunch before catching the train

We went to EUR Park for the Hanami!

There were a lot of white sakura which already blossomed and lost most of their flowers and a few pink sakura which still had flowers! We found a pink one for our picnic

Our spot

Our lunch XD we got pizza and pastries nom nom

 I also bought some extra snacks but we were so full we didn't eat them in the end lol

 

It was windy so flowers and petals kept raining on us

Most beautiful day ever, I wanna go back

This park not only had a lake, but also a small pier where you can rent SWAN SHAPED BOATS!!! *0* I wanna try one ;____;

We took some pics but my friends don't like it when I post their faces so I'll skip it w

After the picnic they left me in the station but we were late as always lol I caught my train just in time w

And finally before I finish this post here's what I got at the Flea Market XD

Onyx wallet!! Such a 90's italian core memory ;_; I had to get it XD

"Offline Power" crop sweater cuz it's just so me w

This INCREDIBLE sparkly tsuyome top! Look at the decoration omg

But the best are those boots I got for 15€....

THEY'RE MICHAEL KORS!! I love MK :') big fan since Project Runway lol
I'm so happy! Also I totally needed some new boots

I also got some new brand stuff lol

 

Tralala top

Liz Lisa tunic

Ingni cherry dress cuz I saw Chie&Chika wearing something like this

Emily Temple Cute cutsew, it's more of a lolita top but it's kinda cute and it was just 5€ so I thought why not XD it kinda reminds me of Tralala

And that's all XD this week I'll finish my room MAYBE then I have Nericchi's bday and Machi's graduation party x_x so much to do!! And I hope my presents arrive in time ;_; argh

I'll update soon (I hope XD)

 

Yours, Natsumin~